You might not believe me when I tell you this, but you're normal. You might be into different things than everyone else, but so what? You're unique
. You have a sexual personality that makes you who you are, and it's just as bad for someone to judge that as it would be to judge someone for being interested in a sport, or a band. You're incredible because you're you. Fetish or not, you're just a normal person with an added interest. I know it's hard to come out about it, but one day there's going to be someone important to you who will do nothing but listen and accept you for who you are.
I get it. I have fetishes myself. Granted, it's easier for a girl to have a fetish than a boy. It's somehow "hot" or "kinky" when I have a fetish, but when a guy has it, it becomes creepy all of the sudden, right? I know, it's wrong. I know how hard it must be to come out about it to someone. To be called disgusting or weird for being yourself
. Still, don't give up. Don't tell yourself it's wrong for you to be interested in something that everyone else isn't.
I guess that's why I keep going. Why I keep writing silly stories about farting or whatever. Even when I want to disappear and say my goodbyes, I still have the sweetest messages from my most amazing friends on here that are nothing but grateful for doing what everyone else on the planet should be doing. Accepting
. I know one journal entry isn't going to make your lives better, but it's the least I can do. Be yourself. It's okay to have your fetish.
I know I'm probably going to sober up and delete this, but at least for those of you who read this tonight, just know that I think you're amazing.